Those Who Pretend to Sleep
By John R. Hall
July 10, 2015 "Information
Clearing House"
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"Dissident
Voice" - Lately I find that my frustration
with the level of idiocy on the part of this planet I call home is
so great that writing has become nearly impossible. A recent article
by Andrew Vltchek titled “In
the USA-I Cannot Write” gave me comfort.
I’m not alone. Here in the belly of the beast, among the
zombie-fascist, gun-totin’, flag-wavin’ hordes of fellow Americans I
spend my days in fearless loathing. Fearless because after living
for two-thirds of a century I have little to fear other than a long
painful death, being shot full of lead, or a terminal case of
disgust. Truth tellers rarely make friends. The messenger risks life
and limb or at least a good tongue lashing, including an invitation
to leave this great country. God Bless Amerika.
The Navajo have a saying that goes something like:
“It is not possible to awaken those who only pretend to sleep.” This
pretty well sums up the vast majority of folks who live in Empire.
Fremont, Nebraska…Christmas Eve, 1952: Mother read
me “The Night Before Christmas” just before turning off my bedroom
light. One of my first memories, and the beginning of my search for
the truth. “Now go to sleep so Santa Claus can come. His elves are
watching you.” How horrifying. Elves in my bedroom? But aside from
the excitement of it all, something was wrong. Even at four years
old I was developing some sense of the size, scope, and scheme of
things on earth. I knew there were big cities and lots of countries.
Thousands, millions of little kids, but the reality was that even
our little town of 15,000 or so would be too much for Santa Claus to
handle in one night. Even a long winter’s night. Mother was lying.
But why?
Lucky for me Mom and Dad leaned strongly toward
atheism, so I wasn’t subjected to all the smoke and mirrors of
organized religion. And although Dad fought in World War II, and was
a member of General MacArthur’s Honor Guard in The Pacific, he never
ever played the red, white, and blue card. Never talked about the
period of his life that he wanted most to forget. Never joined a VFW
Post or wore a war-celebrating cap. Never encouraged me to join the
military and make him proud. So as I grew into young manhood and
left the mandatory parent to child lies behind, I was in a unique
position among my friends. I had no new adult lies to replace the
childhood ones. I was free to explore and make up my own mind. This
was the greatest gift my parents could have given me. And the
heaviest burden.
So when 1970 arrived along with my notice of
mandatory induction into the US Army, I’d already decided that the
Vietnam War was a misguided and insane party which I would not be
attending. Most of my friends bought the snake oil Uncle Sam was
peddling and took the ceremonial step forward, joining in The
Southeast Asian Holocaust. My plans for the future did not include
participation in wars for corporate profit, so I refused induction.
The local draft board didn’t seem to get the message and a year
later I was forced to once again give Uncle Sam the middle-finger
salute. I haven’t found any figures on the subject, but I may be the
only American to ever refuse induction into the US Military twice.
I’d do it again. The original sentence was 9 months at Lompoc
Federal Prison, but my lawyer appealed and I got to spend 2 years
doing “alternate duty” in a local hospital.
My take on Americans is this: They pretend to
sleep. Every time the truth tries to show its ugly head, they close
their eyes and begin snoring and drooling. They can even fake rapid
eye movement. They have no interest in the truth, for they’re
perfectly comfortable living their lies. The Tooth Fairy, Easter
Bunny, and Santa Claus have been replaced with adult lies. They live
in Fantasyland, The Matrix, The Twilight Zone, and woe be unto him
who points out the man behind the curtain. Their reality is reality
television shows, corporate news broadcasts, professional sports.
They believe in capitalism with all their hearts, even when they
lose their jobs, their kids are in prison, and the banks foreclose
on their houses. They believe in American Exceptionalism, even when
the rest of the world is calling for death to Americans.
Americans don’t want to know that their founding
fathers were slave-owning wealthy businessmen who only broke away
from England in order to set up their own scam based on British
style piracy. Don’t attempt to tell them that Thomas Jefferson not
only owned slaves but was top stud on his own slave breeding farm.
Don’t tell them that Abe Lincoln had absolutely no interest in
freeing the slaves…that The Civil War was fought because of what the
South considered unfair tariffs…and that The Emancipation
Proclamation was only issued to encourage the slaves to fight for
The Union. Don’t tell them about The Great American Holocaust and
the tens of millions of Native Americans who were unceremoniously
slaughtered along with the vast bison herds that sustained them.
Americas don’t want to know that all the wars in
their country’s history were fought because of greed. That Hitler
would never have become so powerful without US banks financing his
war machine, without Ford and other US corporations supplying
equipment, and without IBM organizing his ‘work camps’. Arbeit Macht
Frei, no? That Roosevelt precipitated the attack on Pearl Harbor,
and knew it was coming. That Truman dropped the bombs on Hiroshima
and Nagasaki, fully understanding that Japan wanted desperately to
surrender. Don’t tell them about the sordid history behind the
Korean and Vietnam Wars. Don’t tell them that all those millions of
innocent rice farmers and thousands of American kids died for Wall
Street. Don’t even mention that Oswald had nothing to do with John
Kennedy’s execution, nor that Bobby Kennedy, John Kennedy Jr., MLK,
Malcom X, and Paul Wellstone were slaughtered because they refused
to cooperate fully with the US war machine. I can hear the snoring
already.
Americans don’t want to know that the official
government explanation of the attacks of 9-11-01 is perhaps the
greatest fairytale since “Alice in Wonderland”. Don’t tell them that
Osama bin Laden’s death a couple months after 9-11 was widely
reported in Pakistan. Don’t even whisper that the USA is a fascist
empire, even though it’s obvious to anyone who’s even half awake
that corporations own the government on every level, and that
fascism by Mussolini’s own definition is the merger of state and
corporate power. Most Americans don’t even realize that their
country is an empire. Go and figure.
I’m getting bored with statistics. How many
innocent people are gunned down in the streets of America each year?
Too many is the answer. How many has Obama snuffed at weddings,
funerals, and on playgrounds with his beloved drone warfare? How
many died in Iraq and Afghanistan since the first Bush dropped the
first depleted uranium? How many expats from Latin America died in
the Southwest deserts, trying to avoid being captured and jailed for
the supreme crime of trying to support their families? Again, too
many. How many black and brown men are living in our prisons,
working their lives away in our system of neo-slavery. Incarcerated
for mostly poverty related crimes, and fattening the bankrolls of
American corporations. Crimes that would never have been committed
in a just economic system.
Nine black folks were recently murdered in a South
Carolina church, and now a cry goes up from the slumbering masses to
remove the Confederate Flag from the Capitol grounds. The flag
represents a culture of hate, violence, and racism they say. They
are right, but they continue to fly and pledge allegiance to the
Stars and Stripes. They stand at attention when the National Anthem
is played. Tears fill their eyes as the singer glorifies rockets and
bombs. The same rockets and bombs the Empire has used since the end
of World War II to slaughter forty or fifty million ordinary people
who were just trying to pursue happiness. But I don’t really have a
body count. The military doesn’t count dead enemies and like I said,
I’m bored with statistics anyway. When does murder ascend to
mass-murder? And how many dead bodies does it take to constitute a
genocide? A holocaust? How about a Holocaust?
I suspect that most of the sleeping Americans will
sleep through the imminent demise of capitalism and Empire. Of
course, nobody knows exactly how and when this end will take place.
But it will happen one way or another. Nuclear winter? Simple
collapse of the world economy? Global climate disaster? I forgive my
Mother for the childhood lies. I told the same ones to my Daughter.
If I had it to do over again, I would have come clean on Santa. No
more lies. Hay, how about those Mets?
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