Postcard from the End of
America: Carlisle, PA
By Linh Dinh
March 31, 2015 "ICH"
- Invited to give a reading at Dickinson
College, I came to Carlisle, a town of
19,000 people 30 miles from
Harrisburg. Arriving by train, I passed
Amish country and saw plows being pulled by
horses. On extremely long clotheslines,
single-colored clothes fluttered in the
wintry wind. Rising high and lithographed
against the pale sky, they resembled subdued
prayer flags. A white bearded man under a
straw hat waved. Lancaster, Elizabethtown,
Middletown. Had I sat on the opposite side,
I would have been browbeaten by the looming
nuclear reactors of Three Miles Island.
I have always been struck by how calm and
sane Amish children look. On another
occasion in Harrisburg, I marveled at the
serene, nearly beatific way an Amish
teenaged girl prepared my sandwich. Each
movement was economic yet unharried, and she
even smiled, ever so subtly, at the tomato,
lettuce, onion and roast beef. She was at
one with the fragrant white bread. If you
travel by train often, you will have many
opportunities to observe Amish families, for
they don’t fly. With their emphases on God,
family and community, they’re traditional in
every way, and you can even call them
reactionary for their resistance to
progress. Indifferent to this fleeting mania
that’s exhausted the earth and brought
humanity to the brink of extinction, the
Amish are content to come, till the field
and lie beneath, and though they have their
dogmas, they don’t seek to impose their ways
on you.
No subscribers to any global system, the
Amish believe that each community should
create its own mores and regulate itself.
It’s fair to say, though, that they have
only survived thanks to the forbearance and
mercy of the state, for this state can
suddenly decide to press gang them into a
preemptive war, outlaw their horse and
buggies or even ban them from selling
unpasteurized milk, the last of which has
happened several times recently. If the
French can criminalize the burqa, then
perhaps Amish suspenders are an intolerable
threat to public order? Never underestimate
the perversity of the state. Communist
governments hounded feminine clothes, shoes,
cosmetics and even hairstyles out of
existence.
The Amish, then, can be deformed or even
snuffed out at any moment, as has happened
already to many similar communities
worldwide. Should the Amish way of life
become contagious, the state will certainly
see them as a cancer. Immune to all
propaganda, they are also the worst
consumers. As the state unravels, however,
the independence, resilience, simplicity and
sanity of the Amish should serve as a model
for the rest of us deranged Americans. There
are those who point to the failings of
individual Amish as evidence that their
wholesome image is a fraud, but domestic
violence, incest, drug use and cruelty to
animals can be found within any community.
The Amish’s biggest flaw, I think, is their
principled abstention from the use of force
in all situations, for that can only lead to
their doom and martyrdom.
Dickinson had sent a car to pick me up, and
during the 30-minute drive to Carlisle, I
had a most enjoyable chat with its driver,
Melanie. In her early 50’s, Melanie had
gotten a bachelor’s in American Studies from
Dickinson and a master’s from the University
of Maryland. She then worked at Planned
Parenthood and another nonprofit that helped
battered women, “I thought I would be among
feminists, but they weren’t really
feminists, and that’s why I became a massage
therapist. I did that for 19 years.”
“Why did you quit?”
“Oh, the stress of it became too much, and I
also had some health issues. I like this job
driving for the college because it’s very
flexible. My partner teaches Judaism and
Hebrew at the school. She’s also a writer.”
“What does she write?”
“Novels and poems. She’s only had a few
poems translated into English. She writes in
Hebrew.”
Melanie and her partner go to Israel twice a
year, “My dad loves my partner and loves
Israel. When I first got involved with my
partner, my dad said, ‘Any time you want to
go to Israel, I’ll pay for your ticket,’ but
after my fifth trip within three years, my
dad told me, ‘I didn’t know you were going
to commute to Israel!’”
Melanie’s dad is also a writer. “One of his
books is called Stalking the Antichrists.”
“Wow, that sounds cool. Who are the
antichrists?”
“American Presidents.”
“I’m not going to argue with that!” We both
laughed. “But which presidents?”
“Mostly recent ones.”
“What about the early ones? What about
George Washington?”
“I don’t know. The book is over 600 pages
and it’s kind of a mess. My dad can use an
editor.”
“What about his other books?”
“Another is called It Can Happen Here: A
Fascist Christian America, and that’s 500
pages. He’s also written a book called
Birding and Mysticism: Enlightenment Through
Bird Watching.”
“Wow, your dad sounds like a fascinating
guy. I’d love to hang out with him. Is he in
Carlisle?”
“No, Florida.”
Later, I’d try to find the man’s writing
online, and the only piece that turned up
was a Daily Kos article, “Ukraine: Why All
Options Are Not On The Table.” That’s the
clearest part, I’m afraid, for the rest is
an impenetrable thicket of diaristic
jottings and stray thoughts, much of it
typed in caps. Never stingy with hostile
comments, readers are nearly unanimous in
their ridicule of this former naval
intelligence officer.
Entering Carlisle, we drove past
helicopters, artillery pieces, tanks and a
bunker. Constituting the Army Heritage
Trail, it’s on the grounds of the United
States Army War College. Alongside Dickinson
College, it dominates this quiet town. Here
converge not just American senior officers,
lieutenant colonels and up, but those from
dozens of other countries. They come to
learn the American ways of war.
For its size, Carlisle has a large and
active downtown. There are nice bars, coffee
shops and a Thai, a Belgian and a Japanese
restaurant, though the last, Issei, is half
Vietnamese. After coming to the United
States as a refugee, Long joined the US Army
and went to Okinawa, where he met his future
wife, Naomi. Just outside downtown, there’s
also
Proud to Serve Mini-Mart and Deli, and
here it’s the wife, Barb, who’s the army
veteran, and she had to go to Morocco to
meet the love of her life, Rachid. On an
oblong sign, there’s an American flag
surrounded by these words, “Proudly Served
Our Country. Now Proudly Serving Our
Community. A VETERAN-OWNED BUSINESS.” Inside
the store, there are photos of local
veterans and a six-foot-two Statue of
Liberty. Unlike provincials in other
countries, many small town Americans have
traveled across the globe, though usually
only after being drilled in firing automatic
weapons, throwing hand grenades and in
hand-to-hand combat. They come back with
tales, blood splattered conscience, a more
sophisticated palate, dogged nightmares,
trinkets, half a body, spouse or an
unspeakable face. Thousands return as
absolutely nothing.
Outside downtown, the fast food joints and
strip malls show up and the houses gradually
become
less quaint. Nondescript apartment
blocks edge in. Like other small towns,
Carlisle used to have its factories but the
only manufacturing that remains is Frog
Switch, a maker of manganese steel castings.
Carlisle Tire and Rubber Company, founded in
1917, drew down its operation then finally
moved to Jackson, Mississippi in 2010 for
cheaper labor cost. Masland Carpets, founded
in 1866, went to Alabama.
The war and liberal art colleges, then, are
Carlisle’s chief economic engines. Colonels
and generals do have wads in their deep
pockets, and Dickinson College students
aren’t too broke either, for the tuition
there for 2015-16 is $49,014, with room and
board $12,812, books $1,090 and health
insurance $1,822 more. Even without beer,
liquor and weed expenses, prerequisites for
a well-rounded college experience, it costs
over $65,000 to spend nine months in
Carlisle. Though many students do get
financial aids, many don’t, such as the 7%
who arrive from 44 foreign countries.
Most college students are transients.
Wanting to meet more rooted locals, I asked
my student hostesses, Mary and Laura, to
point me to “an old man’s bar, where old
guys go to drink away their social security
checks.”
“There aren’t any, really,” Mary answered,
“but Alibis might be the closest to that.” A
senior, Mary’s writing a thesis on Ezra
Pound and J.R.R. Tolkien. Also a senior,
Laura is focusing on Edna St. Vincent
Millay.
With two hours to kill before my reading, I
slipped into Alibis and found it too nice to
be a dive bar. It had 14 draft beers, most
of them microbrews or imported. A pint of
Yuengling, though, was only $2.50, so I
ordered that. Not yet happy hours, this
spacious pub was practically deserted. The
only other patrons were three people who sat
to my left, so let’s
meet them, eh?
Thirty-years-old, Heather’s a single mom
with a daughter entering puberty. (Before
Heather ordered her rum and Coke, the
bartender actually carded her, which made
her gush, “Thank you!”) Born in Carlisle,
she has also lived in Gettysburg and
Hanover, the latter nearly two hours away, a
big move. A lifelong waitress, Heather’s
unemployed but is trying to find work as a
medical assistant. For the last seven
months, she’s applied at every doctor’s
office, clinic and hospital in the area.
“They all want a year plus experience, but
how am I going to get experience if you
don't give it to me?”
“So how many applications altogether?
Fifty?”
“At least!”
Heather’s mom is 57 and has been waitressing
since she was 16. “She’s the best waitress
I’ve ever met, my mom. She’s amazing.”
“Where does she work?”
“Denny’s, but she has also worked at Bob’s
Big Boy for like 15 years, and she was at
Eat’n Park. She was the shift manager there.
She was the head waitress.”
Heather recounted being fired from her last
waitressing job, “I was working at Denny’s,
and there was this party of 17 people. I
worked my ass off and they left me a one
dollar and one penny tip.”
“I thought you were going to say a dollar
per person, which is bad enough.”
“I can deal with that. That’s like 10%. Some
people give you 20, some 10, but these
people just left me a dollar and a penny!”
“That’s unbelievable! Was there any
problem?”
“No, I thought I did a great job. I thought
I was going to get a great tip. I was so
pissed off, I took that money, ran outside
to the parking lot, gave it to the lady and
said, ‘I think you need this more than I
do!’”
“And what did she say?”
“I don’t know, because I turned right around
and went back inside. They fired me on the
spot.”
“I don’t know if I could have controlled my
temper either. That’s really fucked up what
they did.”
“Totally!”
“I mean, that extra penny is like an extra
fuck you!”
Next to Heather was Steve.
Twenty-seven-years-old, he had on a brown
shirt and a deep green tie, not his usual
togs, because he had just been to court.
Nearly three years ago, a second floor
window pane landed on Steve’s leg as he was
walking by. He showed me a long scar on his
calf. Though Judge Guido fell asleep at the
bench that morning, the jury seemed
sympathetic to Steve’s plight, he said, and
the case was scheduled to be wrapped up the
next day. Steve’s lawyer had tried to settle
out of court with the building’s owner but
the man refused.
“I should get at least $10,000, I hope.
Knock on wood.”
“That’s not a whole lot for all the shit you
went through.”
“No, sir, but I’ll be glad to have it.”
“I mean, the medical bills, the pain, the
aggravation. I don’t see how you won’t get
it.”
“Thank you.” Steve smiled and shook my hand,
as if for luck. “If I do get it, and you
come by tomorrow, I’ll buy you lunch!”
“You don’t have to do that, but I’ll come by
just to see how it turns out.”
Steve has toiled and sweated in kitchens,
which he didn’t like at all, and at the
Amazon warehouse. Since it paid $12 an hour,
Steve thought it was a pretty good job, and
he only quit because he could earn more as a
construction worker, so that’s what he’s
doing now, swinging his hammer. Being an
Amazon grunt can be so grueling, and it can
get so hot inside that warehouse, workers
sometimes pass out. When I brought this up,
they both said yeah, that’s just how it is.
Unlike Heather, Steve has never strayed from
Carlisle, “I have a high school diploma, no
children, but I can’t even move anywhere.”
“It’s hard, man. You can’t just pick up and
leave. Usually, you have to know someone
somewhere.”
“Yes, sir, and I’ll be honest with you, it
also comes down to your piss. If you smoke
marijuana, you’re an evil person in this
world. If you smoke marijuana once in your
life, you’re screwed.”
We all laughed. I said, “I know a guy who
sells piss, though. That’s a business, man.
You should just drive around construction
sites and sell piss!”
Heather, “I don’t smoke pot. I should sell
my piss!”
Sitting with Heather and Steve was Austin,
and though he seemed comfortable enough, he
hardly spoke. Unlike the others, Austin was
black, but it was clear he was Steve’s close
friend. Blacks make up only 7% of Carlisle’s
population, and the eastern part of town is
even dubbed Carlem, as in Carlyle and
Harlem. This odd tidbit I only found out the
next day, when I returned to congratulate
Steve on his windfall. Steve never showed
up, however, so I talked to Brandon, the
bartender.
Brandon came to Carlisle from Shippensburg,
twenty miles South. Although this town of
5,500 also has a college, it’s only a state
school and much cheaper. The economy really
sucks there, Brandon said, and its alcohol
and drug problems, heroin and meth, are much
more serious. Shippensburg’s furniture,
engine and pump factories are all gone. “We
do have six bars,” Brandon advertised. “I
think you’d like them!”
In his late 20’s, Brandon considers himself
supremely lucky to sling beer five nights a
week. Sharing a house with two roommates,
Brandon only pays $400 a month, plus
utilities, and he lives close enough to
amble to work. Though business seemed
awfully sluggish during my two visits to
Alibis, Brandon said Dickinson students do
surge in late at night, especially on
weekends, and, get this, the War College
sometimes conduct classes inside the bar,
“They show up early in the morning and use
that space there. We even have a screen so
they can project their lectures.”
“Do they drink during class?”
“No, but many will drink right afterwards.”
I’d imagine the colonels and generals to be
decent tippers, at least more so than a
white haired man who shows up in Alibis each
day to order a double shot of DL Franklin
for $5. Knocking it down, he shambles out
without leaving a penny. It’s unclear why he
doesn’t just buy a liter for $15 or so and
drink it at home. He obviously has very
little money. When I was there, he was
paying for his vodka fix with quarters,
dimes and nickels. It took him longer to
count out his change than to swill his
liquor.
In small towns across America, you have this
basic scenario of little or no manufacturing
left, so the locals must scramble for
service jobs that often don’t even pay the
bills. In Carlisle, I saw help wanted signs
at
Wendy’s,
Papa John’s and a
hoagie shack. At High and Hanover, a
rather haggard, long haired man was dressed
as the
Statue of Liberty to advertise Liberty
Income Tax Service. Paid $8 an hour, he had
to constantly switch directions to wave a
sign at onrushing traffic. With earphones
plugged to heavy metal, he would sometimes
strum this sign as if it was a guitar.
Outside a Sunoco gas station, an
old white man sat on the curb, begging.
He was balding, stooped and had white paper
napkins tucked into the back of his pants. A
black man gave him some change.
So we’ve become a nation of burger flippers,
burrito rollers, taco stuffers, cocktail
mixers, surly cashiers, personal care
assistants, dog walkers, sign-waving statues
of liberties and, whether on sidewalks or
more discretely, beggars. It sure doesn’t
sound like a superpower to me but, ah, when
you still have the most bellicose military
on earth, you can extort plenty of
merchandises from your vassal states. Here,
just take this shipload of Federal Reserve
notes that are freshly excreted, ever so
liberally, by Janet Yellen. You want more?
There’s plenty more where that came from!
To postpone that fearful plunge into that
vicious battle royal of the job market, you
can also matriculate, check into a coed
dormitory and buy yourself a bong. Borrowing
from banksters, however, you will be
mortgaging just about the rest of your life,
and at Dickinson, I met a student, let’s
call him Tim, who was glad to only be
$50,000 in debt by the time he graduates. A
friend of his already owes $240,000.
“He should have just bought a house,” I
said, “and rent out rooms!”
“I know.” Tim does have a plan, though, to
not only be debt free but loaded within a
few years. “I’m twenty-two now, but I want
to have a $80,000 BMW by the time I’m
twenty-five.”
A native of Yonkers, Tim grew up with his
mom, a cafeteria worker, and his grandma, a
nurse for 60 years. Tim’s dad abandoned the
family, so he has never seen him. He does
have a rich uncle. Tim’s plan is to create
an app that would facilitate academic
cheating. Bumbling students can use Tim’s
service to find ghost writers for their term
papers. Since Tim will dock 10% from each
transaction, this will net him at least half
a million bucks during his first year, he
calculates. He has invested $8,000 into this
venture, hired a South Asian fellow student
to write the codes and talked to a lawyer to
make sure he won’t end up in the slammer.
Tim won’t be cheating himself, he explained,
but only creating the means for others to
succeed academically. If you’re going to be
suffocated with debts, you might as well get
an A. With his new wealth, Tim will see the
rest of this vast country, at last, for he’s
never been West of Pittsburgh. He kept
asking me about California and the Pacific
Northwest. Since the BMW X6 M can go from
zero to 60mph in 3.9 seconds, Tim can see
himself flying into nirvana in no time flat.
“I’ve tried a lot of things. I’m always
trying something new. I wanted to be a
musician. Now I want to be a professional,
you know, weightlifter. There’s always
something I want to do. I’m always jumping
from one thing to another. It’s a bit scary.
What if I never settle down? I started a
clothing brand.”
“What happened with that?”
“It went really well. I made $7,000 in a
month. People were really into my hats, and
they’re still asking me about them, but I
stopped to concentrate on my app.”
At Dickinson, Tim is majoring in studio art,
but it isn’t clear if he’s a painter,
sculptor or printmaker. Tim couldn’t tell
me. He also said he’s interested in writing.
If you were really cynical or realistic, you
could say that it doesn’t matter one bit
what are Tim’s artistic goals, for he won’t
come anywhere close to reaching them, but
that’s the eternal sadness and futility of
the arts, for one can spend one’s entire
life, and not just a few years, to produce
less than nothing. For all of one’s hopes
and sacrifices, one may not even end up as a
minor pest. The difference these days,
though, is that one must pay grandly just to
dabble.
Unlike the Amish, who frown upon personal
exaltation, the rest of us are conditioned
to bare our teeth, claw and kick ass, for we
must destroy all competition, we’re
convinced, to prevent ourselves from being
chewed up then spat out. Fairly or by
cheating, we must win at all costs. This
mindset has become so engrained, we hardly
notice it, but in the annals of human
history, no culture has exalted individual
achievement as much as the Greco, Roman
lineage we’ve inherited. Yes, others record
their great thinkers and artists, but the
West remembers even its fastest runners,
longest jumpers and best boxers. There is no
Indian or Chinese equivalence of Chionis of
Sparta, Diagoras of Rhodes, Milo of Croton
or Theagenes of Thasos. Sima Qian paid no
attention to any muscleman.
This introduction of ruthless competition
into all realms of life has allowed the West
or, more specifically, the white man to
dominate the world for many centuries, and
his very disunity in Europe ratcheted up his
competitiveness. Competing against other
white men, he innovated, conquered,
slaughtered and came to believe, almost too
inevitably, that he was the perfect man,
perhaps even the only true man.
After so much blood and laughter, however,
the white man’s hegemony is finally waning,
and just as we can discuss peak oil, peak
water or peak sand, it’s not inappropriate
to speak of peak white man. The white man’s
paling, though, has less to do with his
constitutional decline but with the fact
that others have learnt how to play the same
nasty games he himself has set up.
An early omen of the white man’s less than
superman status happened right in Carlisle,
for it was here that Jim Thorpe first
established his legend. As a student at the
Carlisle Indian Industrial School, Thorpe
excelled at just about every sport, and in
football, he led the Indians to victories
over powerhouses Harvard and Army. A
contemporary newspaper headline, “Indians
Scalp Army 27–6.” After Thorpe won gold
medals in the Decathlon and Pentathlon at
the 1912 Stockholm Olympics, he was
universally recognized as the world’s
greatest athlete.
Around this time, white America was also
tormented by Jack Johnson. Not only was
Johnson beating up white men, he was having
sex with plenty of white women. (Thorpe
himself married three white women.) White
rage hounded and ultimately ruined Johnson,
but it mostly spared Thorpe because, after
all, Thorpe wasn’t coldcocking one white man
after another, and he didn’t have a
reputation as a serial bedder of white
women. His transgressions weren’t as
viscerally offensive. Plus, the contrast
between Thorpe and a white man wasn’t as
great. He was half white, one must remember.
Black, white, brown or yellow, anyone who’s
dwelling within these Disunited States will
be thoroughly nicked up, if not buried
alive, from the coming collapse and turmoil,
and it’s telling that our final chapter
started with a double castrations that was
broadcast, live, to the entire world, and
that one of our bravest dissidents, Bradley
Manning, also wishes to have nothing between
his legs, and that our present day Jim
Thorpe, one Bruce Jenner, also dreams of the
day he will finally be emasculated. Don’t
worry, it’s coming.
Linh Dinh
is tracking our deteriorating social scape
through his frequently updated photo blog -
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